I've decided to go ahead and meet the one partly ethical vegan (mostly dietary vegan) in my city. He asked me if I had anything in mind to do when we hang out. I really don't, I just know I don't want to go eat anywhere. Was thinking of seeing a movie but you can't really get to know someone when you're just watching a screen. And I definitely don't want to go straight from watching a screen to him trying to fuck me afterwards, if that's what happens.
Can't really think of anything fun/interesting to do. Give me ideas. Can't go for a bike ride because my bike is fucked up and makes the most annoying squeaking sound when I try. Don't feel like going to the beach really. IDK... Only thing I can think of is a little road trip to LA but that would take up an entire day.
Concerno wrote: ↑
Wed Mar 01, 2017 4:13 am
Demeter wrote: ↑
Tue Feb 28, 2017 11:27 pm
Still in severe pain but won't be killing myself because it would be extremely selfish and would mean all this work I've been doing and pain I've been in would have been pointless. Also I was reading about all these people who attempted suicide from slitting their throats and apparently you have to cut really deep and I'm scared I won't cut deep enough then I'll have to deal with a ton of bullshit along with a scar on my neck. Was thinking about driving to a slaughterhouse and slitting my throat there since clean up would be easy and no one there would give a shit anyway. Also might close it for a bit, hopefully causing a loss of profits. I'm just going to get a place of my own and get back on anxiety/depression meds and see how things go instead. Life is so exhausting though. I missed one of my classes that night because I just forgot about it, I was too upset to think. Lucky it wasn't a super important day of class. Still crying throughout the day. Really far behind in my homework because of it. I guess I probably have to be on anxiety/depression meds the rest of my life or until the world goes vegan.
Are you serious?