So the sight of blood makes you go doolally.Demeter wrote: ↑Thu Nov 09, 2017 11:42 pmUgh, more babbling to respond to...
What flaws and mistakes do you think I can't reconcile with?
And it's not a story, it really happened. I would be dead right now if I hadn't been knocked out before I could drink enough to kill me.
Also, I wasn't actually being "illogical", my emotions just happened to sway me towards another logical, although more selfish decision. I mean it wasn't solely the emotions that made me suicidal. There are definitely things that have made me want to kill myself for ages. The apathy, cruelty, and idiocy of pretty much everyone around me takes A LOT of strength to keep from killing myself over. So when I get my period, it just feels way too overwhelming and I just want to end it. I've had those feelings off my period as well, but the period makes it even harder to deal with.