Yes, Damien, I love you.
Because in a way sometimes I can relate to you. And I understand you have anger issues. I don't really want to stress you out more than you need to be but sometimes I just have to say something.Why do you care? I mean shit I was nice to you but then you flipped. I only followed suit.
Well that's great.I'm a decent person who only helps and gives his time away to help others. I could prove right now I've helped over 140 websites that got hacked this year alone. I could prove I've helped major company's secure themselves even going to the stage of writing guides to secure user data..
At this stage in time I've got the news out to over a million that they've been hacked. I never took a penny and I've never abused that data. Hell, I haven't even looked at the ebaums data as it's my site/server now. something a responsible admin does.
So have I, but I don't have that outlook. I was physically abused regularly for over a decade of my life, was voluntarily homeless off and on as a teen because of it, was lied to the first time I tried to move out, had my money stolen from me the second time I tried to get a place, wasn't being treated for Hashimoto's disease all that time, had my family threatened from a drunkard on the internet who lied to them that I was an internet whore blackmailing him with photos of his penis, among other ridiculous things, and threatened to lose them their jobs if they didn't get me off the internet (he apologized later on and has been trying to contact me - after he went to prison for doing a similar thing to another woman), for that I was beaten by my mom for trying to leave the house at night, I've formed friendships with people who completely lied about who they were in order to get me to develop feelings for them, and lied to me and about me, I've had people harass me over me being physically abused or animals being tortured to try to get me to kill myself, and the list goes on.Just when you're nasty/rude to me I'll be 100 times worse. I've had more betrayal in my life then anybody should live through. 20+ years of it. yet I still manage to help people and be good, unless you're rude/lie to me.
It's not a justification for doing something 100 times worse to them.
If I'm remembering correctly all I said was "now I know why you liked Allie". Low blow, sure, but so was insulting the animals suffering by comparing it to plants.Calling me an idiot is nothing. you took it further bringing dumbass from Canada into things which was uncalled for. I then left it to the members to decide your outcome and stood out of it. users call me an idiot or an asshole all the time.
I'm not mentally well either. Doesn't matter if I'm not mentally well, I can still worry about other people's mental wellness. And I'm not malicious because of it, and I'm very sane it's just tbh I have PTSD and as much as I say I'm over it, my brain appears to be permanently altered from it, and I'm not. But it doesn't mean I'm illogical or delusional or violent. Except I guess those times you mentioned earlier where apparently I told someone to kill themselves, was probably dealing with that. These days though I'm more likely to just cry a lot.Why are you worried about me mentally? the time they tried locking me up I was a million times worse then I've been lately. I'm saner then you but there you go twisting it to make you look good.
You don't want to know my feelings on this. But I'll tell you anyway. I can't tolerate ANY animal abuse. That's as much as I feel like saying right now.If you'd just asked to remove those bloody posts at the time I would have. I only do shit like leak stuff to people that super piss me off. I even listened to you about being vegan and shit.
Here's the one thing you never knew, yes I love meat but at the same time it makes me feel ill. 95% of the time I don't touch meat products yet you still attack? lol.